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On the road to houston with him, let’s see how long I maintain my temper…
Am I the only one on here who posts randomly but the majority of the time posts due to unhappiness?
I hear from most people that they “only” post happy things on tumblr.
Most of the time I post something in regards to my sadness of my significant other or others in my life who have also made me sad. Sigh. That’s sad isn’t it.
Maybe one day I’ll post something happy and enjoyable to read.
Is that even a word?
I just wanna hide in myself.
My new batch, butterfly-cakes!
sparkles with edible butterflies!
Fawn xx
Prolly my new fave cupcakes for the moment. :)
I don’t handle stress very well.
All the negativity seems to attack and attach onto me at the worst of times.
I need something to numb all of it.
I don’t understand why you don’t look at me the same way anymore.
My heart often puts me in love with you for a little bit but then it bounces back and my feelings make me realize that you’re no good for me.
I show you all these feelings of mine of love. I want better for you and I try to motivate you to do better. You promise me things and yet I feel like I’m being pushed away.
What am I doing that is wrong on my part?
Maybe I’m not the one who’s in the wrong anymore.
Maybe it’s you.
There’s always something that comes before me.
Money, Friends, Car Stuff, etc etc.
I’m craving some German Chocolate Cake Ice Cream right now even though it is nearly 3 in the morning. Or a nice cupcake would suffice. :)
Moving on,
You left me all alone Tuesday night.
You just let me walk away!
You never even bothered to call me or come after me to see if I was alright at all even though you saw the beginning of tears in my eyes.
I was so upset with you!
at first then I steadily grew sad.
I sat there by myself for a good 40 minutes waiting for you to walk through the door of the restaurant. I sure let myself stay fooled because everyone in the restaurant looked at me with their eyes full of pity.
I was just torn on the inside that you would choose that over me.
You’re too stupid and blind to even realize what you’ve done.
If someone were to come up to me and offer me their heart and I know they would take care of mine, I would leave you without a second glance. That is how hurt I was and am at that and this moment.
You have not put your foot forward to fix or address this issue and I won’t be the person who talks first anymore.
I think I’ll just pretend with you that we’re together until after Boston, just for the sake of your family and the given circumstances.
